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11-16-2011, 10:56 PM
I have a wonderful fiance and had baby with him. He has accepted my child from my first marriage as his own. I want to keep our relationship open, honest, and great.
The problem is...
I'm in love with his brother. My brother in law. I work with my brother in law day in and out. Him and I have done nothing. Haven't even spoken about the obvious attraction between us. I know we both feel guilty. This has been going on since before my baby was born, so for about a year now. I would have dreams of brother in law while pregnant, and thought they'd stop when I had baby, but the feelings got stronger.
I don't want to disrupt our seemingly great home situation and his family dilemma. I have decided I must fall out of love (how do you do that???).
I hurt...a lot. I don't want to hurt my little family with my feelings. It's not fair to them.
I have no one to talk to about this in my social circle for fear of being judged.
I feel guilty guilty guilty.
The problem is...
I'm in love with his brother. My brother in law. I work with my brother in law day in and out. Him and I have done nothing. Haven't even spoken about the obvious attraction between us. I know we both feel guilty. This has been going on since before my baby was born, so for about a year now. I would have dreams of brother in law while pregnant, and thought they'd stop when I had baby, but the feelings got stronger.
I don't want to disrupt our seemingly great home situation and his family dilemma. I have decided I must fall out of love (how do you do that???).
I hurt...a lot. I don't want to hurt my little family with my feelings. It's not fair to them.
I have no one to talk to about this in my social circle for fear of being judged.
I feel guilty guilty guilty.