Just me
01-24-2004, 08:57 PM
Well...
as ive said I am so confused. I really really like this boy, i might as wel tell it all. He is 14 and im 16, there is about 2 and a half years between us. Is it bad 4 me 2 like him? I have liked him since I met him when he was 12 I fink. There is something about him I really like! We used 2 b very close, like we had a letta book and was always really close. We drifted apart (because of the age gap and we rarely saw eachother). But ive had feelings for him all along. No1 knows because I cant tell ne1 I like him because he is 3 years below me at skool. I would b a walkin joke. Everytime i c him i get really bad butterflys and i jus wanna b near him. Recently wen I saw him we were really close almost like old times and all these feelings surfaced again. We used 2 txt eachother all the time but he doesnt txt me bk ne more. I am confused because I cant work out if he likes me, im so useless. I dnt let myself get close 2 ne other boys because I just want 2 save myself for him. I kno that sounds really dumb but I cant help thinkin it. I dnt want 2 just ask him if he likes me because I just cant, im 2 shy and am afraid of rejection or the thought that it could ruin what friendship we have. I have never felt like this about any1, i mean ive fancied boys but never like this. I am constantly thinkin about him. When we r together, we r really close, very touchy feely and I cant work him out. Is there anythin i can say or do to get a response that will point me in a clearer direction? If ne1 has ne suggestions I would b grateful thanx. Im new 2 this site so thanx 4 readin... Just Me x
as ive said I am so confused. I really really like this boy, i might as wel tell it all. He is 14 and im 16, there is about 2 and a half years between us. Is it bad 4 me 2 like him? I have liked him since I met him when he was 12 I fink. There is something about him I really like! We used 2 b very close, like we had a letta book and was always really close. We drifted apart (because of the age gap and we rarely saw eachother). But ive had feelings for him all along. No1 knows because I cant tell ne1 I like him because he is 3 years below me at skool. I would b a walkin joke. Everytime i c him i get really bad butterflys and i jus wanna b near him. Recently wen I saw him we were really close almost like old times and all these feelings surfaced again. We used 2 txt eachother all the time but he doesnt txt me bk ne more. I am confused because I cant work out if he likes me, im so useless. I dnt let myself get close 2 ne other boys because I just want 2 save myself for him. I kno that sounds really dumb but I cant help thinkin it. I dnt want 2 just ask him if he likes me because I just cant, im 2 shy and am afraid of rejection or the thought that it could ruin what friendship we have. I have never felt like this about any1, i mean ive fancied boys but never like this. I am constantly thinkin about him. When we r together, we r really close, very touchy feely and I cant work him out. Is there anythin i can say or do to get a response that will point me in a clearer direction? If ne1 has ne suggestions I would b grateful thanx. Im new 2 this site so thanx 4 readin... Just Me x