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bassoon86
01-13-2005, 05:43 AM
Hi.. this is my first post ever... so I apologize if its in the wrong place.

I recently broke up with my b/f, lets call him terry, of 3 weeks. Terry and me had known each other for 3 years.. all of which we worked in the same restaurant together. For about the last 2 years we've become really good friends and the past 6 months we've been hanging out and acting a little bit more than friends but nothing was official. 3 weeks ago he asked me out.. and it seemed like nothing could make my life any better. Those 3 weeks we were with each other all of the time, we called each other like 2 times a day... it appeared fine. Terry came over and spent the night at my house on New Years. The day after that he had to go back to work-- and this is where my problem began. I knew something was wrong on Weds night of last week when Terry seemed to be avoiding me.. why I was unsure. I decided maybe hes just trying to work something out... or perhaps hes just worried about his dad who might loose his job. Sunday night I still hadn't recieved a response or anything from him.. so I decided it was time to confront him about it. I found him at work.. and we went to a room where we could shut the door. We started discussing things generally about our relationship when he started bringing up his feelings.. this is when I stopped talking just wanting to hear him out. Basically terry said that he really liked me and was happy that we were as close to each other as we were. But that we were spiritually incompatible "unequally yoked" as he later defined it... and that was the final thing that he needed to put in place to be able to really commit. He said in everything else we were so remarkably compatible but thats what was holding him back. He than continued to tell me that he had talked to his roommate.. b/c his roommate was curious as to where I went to church (he knew I was religious and terry is as well)... terry told his roommate and his roommate nearly spit his juice across the room. Once his roommate had recovered he told terry that he could no longer date me and that there was no way we should/could date with the situation the way it was. So we split up. I was ok with it, it was true, we do believe different things.. and farther down the road it would have caused problems. I went home, didnt cry, havent cried yet, and started talking to a friend of mine. An hour later Terry sent me this email.. all it said was "Im sorry!!!!" Well.. during the conversation I had with him an hour ago he offered to sit down and talk to me about our beliefs.. and I decided.. perhaps I will take him up on the offer. So I wrote him back saying that if he wanted to tell me the time/place/and what exactly wed talk about.. Id be there. So.. Im thinking.. at least I'll get a "really good friend" out of this (he said he wanted to remain really good friends). Yesterday morning I get this new email from terry. It basically says "I do believe we Can work things out... I believe its possible.. we should sit down and talk about this.I guess I havent realized how much you do like me. I can see things working out..... " and than at the very end it states "Please give it time.... sometimes the hardest thing to do when you "love" someone is to let them go but when the time is right they will come back to you..". He also sent an email to my best friend stating "I dont know how much she likes me do I?" Personally I do not know what to think anymore about this situation. One day hes completely "we'll never be able to work through this" and the next hes "we'll be able to work through this".... why the sudden change of mind? I'm totally lost and would appreciate any insight into this entire thing if someone could provide it to me.

CalistaClap
01-13-2005, 12:33 PM
I think that maybe his roommate filled his head full of bad ideas about the two of you being together with different religions. At the time he sucked it all in and believed it, so ended it with you.

Then he had time to really think about it with his own brain, and realized the feelings he had for you, and regreted what he did.

I've known people who have been married for many years who have different religions. Yes it does take more work, but it can be done. It all depends on how committed you are to each other to make it work.

My advise, if you do get back with him, suggest that the roommate stay out of your relationship. It's not his, and really none of his business.

I don't think what he did to be unforgivable, it just took time for him to realize how he feels. But you also need to think in long term mode. Since religion is a huge part of both of your lives, do you really feel that it is in the best interest to continue the relationship? If you think you can work through it, wonderful. But if you are doubting it, it is probably best and easier to end it now, rather than get more attached.

eightball61
01-13-2005, 02:26 PM
This guy is easlily persuaded....I am sure his room-mate had his part in this and thats a bad thing. If he wants to work things out then go talk to him and see what he has to say. Make yourself some notes about this and let him know that you dont want to play a game. You want to be with him and thats it. If he can't garentee that then offer just a friendship. This relationship was only 3 weeks old and you been friends for the rest. Tell him you dont want to ruin that friendship and you want to work from there.

bassoon86
01-14-2005, 04:58 AM
Alright.. so heres the dreaded update

After 4 weeks of no MSN "terry" finally gets his MSN up and running. I got home from school and noticed that he was online. So.. I wasnt blocked.. he was online.. I took the chance and started a conversation about virtually nothing.... we talked just like normal for 45 minutes. He eventually had to leave to go eat lunch.

40 minutes later he comes back online.. I say hi. His roommate was on his computer. "playing a game". I really dont buy that.. but I have no proof of anything otherwise. Basically heres what I think happened:

rooommate: "so.. who you talking to?"
terry: "bassoon86"
roommate: "really.. well heres the perfect opportunity to let me teach her the truth. If she likes you as much as you think.. I should be able to easily convert her"

ok.. so maybe not in those words... but you get the jist of it. So his roommate gets on and just starts chatting about anything and everything.. we talk about school, family, homeschooling. I was explaining to my friend about the whole thing and did not realize I was typing in the roommates window instead of my friends. Basically I said its like his roommate is trying to figure out if me and terry could ever work out. To which the roommate replied "its for life you know"... yes.. for some reason he brought that up.. its not like me and terry were getting married.. but I dont know.. and than religion battle #1 started. Lasted 1.5 hours.. between me and the roommate... and technically I won because he couldn't answer my question.

40 minutes later.. after the roommate left to go to a class... I talked to terry again. .where he explained to me that he burned himself at work. He went to the hospital and was given Tylenol 3s.... and was looking for some burn cream.. and seeing as how Im a first aider.. I had it. So.. I drove the 10 minutes... told him I had to go down their neways.. clearly didnt.. and went to his apartment to give him the cream. So ... he invites me in... so in I go. Im thinking.. his roommates around.. he wouldnt just invite me in with only him there..... he invited me in with only him there. And than we proceeded to talk about regular stuff in none other than his bedroom.... and nope thats not gonna be awkward *roll eyes* we continued talking for 45 minutes.. about anything and everything. It was like old times when we were dating. He had that twinkle in his eyes and that smile on his face that couldnt help but cause me to be happy.. he makes me like that... *sighs* ... Im pretty sure he still likes me.. just from the way he acted tonight when I was around him again. It was constantly playing the game "dont get caught by the roommate" and "really dont get caught by the roommate in the bedroom" I do think his roommate played a major role in this whole breakup. I wonder if terry has been doubting everything hes believed in and hasnt asked the roommate... and the roommate doesn't want to loose him. So here I am.. stuck between a rock and a hard place. The roommate doesnt want me talking to terry by myself... but than again... we managed to do so tonight.. even if it wasnt the discussion that was needing to be had

babydoll
01-14-2005, 06:53 AM
This might seem a little far fetched, but do you think his roomate could possibly be interested in "Terry" for himself. He seems to be trying to find ways to keep the two of you apart and obviousley would be upset if he caught you together, that's a little strange don't you think? Why should he care what Terry does, unless he's thinking about........well, you know what I mean, I don't know how to put it tastefully. :)

eightball61
01-14-2005, 01:56 PM
I hate the trick of playing games but maybe you will have to play the hard to get game. What I am thinking of is if you are tired of being confused then stop chasing this guy. Let him know he has a choice because his roomate is killing things. Leave it as that and sign off.

Rich
01-14-2005, 07:05 PM
No offense but Terry needs to grow up! How old is he anyway, 12?

Why do you want to be with someone who can't think or act for themselves and who is easily bossed, coerced or ordered around by others?

As for religion. If you both come from the point of view about God, that "ours isn't the only way, that it's just another way", then you'll be fine.

If God is the end result and you're a good person, then how does it matter how you get there. Quite honestly, any religion that puts restrictions on their religion, isn't the most God like. Why would God give free will to people and then put restrictions on how to worship said God? Makes no sense.

Getting back to Terry. You might want to see how his home life was. Were his parents over bearing and was he a mammas boy? Unless you plan on wearing the pants in your relationship all the time, then just be careful.

Rich

CalistaClap
01-14-2005, 08:21 PM
To be blunt, the roomate needs to get a life of his own and stop controlling Terry's.

I think that you need to let Terry standup for himself for what he wants.

Tell him that you like him, and that you want to date him, and leave it at that. Either he does or he doesn't. There should be none of this roomate approval bull.

And if he is more worried about his roomate disapproving than the possiblility of loosing the chance to date a nice girl, then he's very foolish, and will probably be so the whole way through.

bassoon86
01-14-2005, 08:38 PM
babydoll.. no.. Im gonna have to say no.. his roommate isnt interested in terry for himself.. theyre just like brothers and have known each other forever and he doesnt want him to do something wrong.

My mom's advice to me.. bring in one of my guy friends.. who Ive known for awhile... to work and just talk with the guy while hes there.. last time.. in october when I was working.. a friend of mine came in (a guy) and terry got extremely jealous.

Terry wasnt a mammas boy... I think ... hes trying to figure things out for himself right now.. what he wants.. Im gonna let him try to do that. I'll just wait.. if he comes back.. he comes back.. if he doesnt.. he doesnt

eightball61
01-14-2005, 09:04 PM
babydoll.. no.. Im gonna have to say no.. his roommate isnt interested in terry for himself.. theyre just like brothers and have known each other forever and he doesnt want him to do something wrong.




Stop makng excuses and make the decision on what you need to do. If you dont want to get in the middle of this then you need away and thts final. His friend is not being a friend and I can't beleive you stuck up for him here.