meeka
01-16-2005, 12:29 AM
It's amazing how much my life has changed recently! I always thought that I would never find anyone that I would falling in love with and develop a relationship with them, but that I would instead at most grow to love someone! I had an unsual upbringing, where relationships were viewed negatively, and I was taught that there were not good men out there! and that they would only want to get me pregnant! LOL! But in all honesty this stuck with me and I developed a phobia about being in a relationship with someone! Anytime that someone tried to get close to me I had urges to get away from them!
People always told me that when I met the right person that this phobia would go and I laughed! but now I look back thinking that they were right! as that's exactly what happened to me! now I can actually picture myself doing those normal things like getting married and starting a family! it's amazing how your life can change!
People always told me that when I met the right person that this phobia would go and I laughed! but now I look back thinking that they were right! as that's exactly what happened to me! now I can actually picture myself doing those normal things like getting married and starting a family! it's amazing how your life can change!