I ended it.....

[wickedpixie]

dumped pyscho/schizo boy.....had to.....he's more insane than I am, that's not good, not good at all
he was manipulating me and trying to make me believe that I did something to cause this behavior in him.....THAT'S NOT POSSIBLE....

told him I didn't wanna deal with his shit anymore
he came to my house drunk out of his face at 2:30am....

on a weekday no less, that was enough for me to say....
I wanted a man not a 16yr old boy...get out of my sight and stay there...this is not a flop house.

I told him love was about trust, understanding, and compromise and he is giving me none of that...

I said everything I've held back and I know he will be back, but i will press charges if he harrasses me...
And the next time he shows up at my house drunk the door will be shut to him.......
the next time he shows up uninvited, the door will be shut to him.......
in general.....the door is shut to him.

I'm trying to be "OK" with my decision because I know it's what had to be done......

BUT I'M SO DOWN RIGHT NOW, I WISH I WAS HOME SO I JUST SLEEP, AND SLEEP AND SLEEP AND SLEEP AND SLEEP...

[eightball61]

Good for you and now time to start the road in preparing for you and your child. If a man comes into your life then you are the one in charge until he can prove that he worthy enough to keep.

[wickedpixie]

men will always be around....that's a fact
I don't want one right now, I will be sending them away for the time being.

[iggydoll]

hey pixie: if there is alcohol involved, be very aware that life with someone who drinks is NO FUN at all. I think you would be better off by yourself than to have to put up with someone who is constantly intoxicated. and then you listed all those other things about him...
whew!!! Concentrate on YOUR LIFE and move on.
melinda

[eightball61]

I don't want one right now, I will be sending them away for the time being.


Thats right and concentrate on your needs at this time. You when through some roughness and you need sometime to yourself. Figure out the real values you want and go with that. Once you are ready then take that step.