Kylekc
09-08-2009, 05:55 AM
Ok, I'm hoping this would be the right place to put this, but it looks like it is.
Well I've got time to type this up and I'm fairly bored right now so I might as well go for the full story here.
So I guess you could say this all started back in about March, one of my best friends tells me that this girl was trippin over me and he wanted to introduce me to her cause they've known each other awhile and he sees us as a good match. He did, and she was beautiful, but me being the insecure kid that I was back then told my friend Josh that I didn't find her attractive, simply because I was to scared to get into all that. So, we never talked at all after that one time, and then school ends, summer starts. Well I left America to go to my best friends home country with him for 2 weeks. That changed my life a lot. After the experience I had there, I'm not insecure anymore, not as shy, I'm still not very talkative, but more then I was before.
I get back from that vacation and go into a summer school class. The girl that was trippin over me, Jessica, happened to be in that class also, with my friend Josh in the class next door. About 2 days go by, I don't really talk to her or pretty much anybody except my 2 cousins in there because I didn't know anybody else. On about the 3rd day Jessica starts to talk, teasing and messing around with me things like that. I didn't care for that attention so much, but as the days go by she kept talking to me and I became a little more comfortable with talking to her. After the first 2 weeks of summer school goes by she tells me she's goin to Sunsplash on Saturday so I ask her if I could go with her and her friends. She said sure, and we had a good time of course. At about this time I was beginning to like her a lot, but I wanted to get to know her for who she is other then just looks, because I don't really like goin out with someone I've only just met. Summer school ends after 3 weeks, and I was planning on hanging out with her a lot but apparently she was going on vacation and I didn't know that.
She's a couple hundred miles away from me with all her family going to different states and what not so we couldn't really see each other. We either talked on the phone or texted each other every day that she was gone, whether it was the 3 or 4 hour phone calls lasting till 2 am or if it was the simple "im bored" text. After the second week of her being gone she's opened up to me and told me some things that she wouldn't have back in summer school, like how she was basically raped in 8th grade(we're in 12th now) at a party and she won't drink anymore cause of it, an a bunch of other things. She texts me one night telling me that she feels sick cause of the bc pills that shes taking to regulate her periods and then awhile after that subject she mentions that she has a bf and some guy asked her out 3 days ago. Of course that just killed me. I don't say anything about it, but I kinda back off slightly and not flirt as much cause I don't wanna put pressure on her for the next 2 weeks.
So we were still talking every now and then but not as much, we have no classes together and the last 2 classes were off campus so I never seen her during lunch or after school. 2 weeks of school goes by with us only really talking maybe once or twice when ever I seen her which was rare. 2 days ago she texts me and asks me to come up to the football game cause shes up there. I was gonna go anyways but I forgot so I went up with my friend Milan when she reminded me. within the first 5 minutes of seeing her she mentions that her bf broke up with her and she doesn't really care that much. Not gonna lie I was pretty happy haha. Later on in the game she asked me to go to her Soccer game on Saturday, which of course I said yes to. Even though, now I'm not sure if she still likes me like she did back in summer school though. She still grabs my hand and pulls me away whenever she's trying to walk somewhere and has that same look towards me, but the thing I'm freaking out about is that everytime I try to hang out with her, the answer she always gives me is yes, but then at last moment she says she can't. I asked her to go rafting with me and my cousin, she said her mom said she couldn't cause of the rapids, which are very small and would be sad if someone couldn't swim in. I asked her to hang out with me and 2 of her old friends that she hasn't seen in 3 years. I asked her that 2 days in advance and on the day she says she was going to the fair. Just last night I ask if I could go to her house, which I have still yet to go to, and she said sure, then today when I ask where she lives at she says her mom doesn't want anybody over.
I wanna get some kind of time alone with her, but if she keeps flaking on me, I cant exactly do, and she doesn't normally stay single long so I wanna hop on that chance soon. I'm not really sure how she feels towards me cause she kinda flirts with a lot of people, she's just that kind of girl, but I'd gladly take my chances. I'm just not really sure what to do with her anymore.
I'm pretty much just looking for words of advice, some insight or something, whatever you'd like to say really.
Sorry about this being a freakin essay lol, I didn't expect it to be that long. If you read it, thanks, if you skimmed it, at least you did that haha.
Well I've got time to type this up and I'm fairly bored right now so I might as well go for the full story here.
So I guess you could say this all started back in about March, one of my best friends tells me that this girl was trippin over me and he wanted to introduce me to her cause they've known each other awhile and he sees us as a good match. He did, and she was beautiful, but me being the insecure kid that I was back then told my friend Josh that I didn't find her attractive, simply because I was to scared to get into all that. So, we never talked at all after that one time, and then school ends, summer starts. Well I left America to go to my best friends home country with him for 2 weeks. That changed my life a lot. After the experience I had there, I'm not insecure anymore, not as shy, I'm still not very talkative, but more then I was before.
I get back from that vacation and go into a summer school class. The girl that was trippin over me, Jessica, happened to be in that class also, with my friend Josh in the class next door. About 2 days go by, I don't really talk to her or pretty much anybody except my 2 cousins in there because I didn't know anybody else. On about the 3rd day Jessica starts to talk, teasing and messing around with me things like that. I didn't care for that attention so much, but as the days go by she kept talking to me and I became a little more comfortable with talking to her. After the first 2 weeks of summer school goes by she tells me she's goin to Sunsplash on Saturday so I ask her if I could go with her and her friends. She said sure, and we had a good time of course. At about this time I was beginning to like her a lot, but I wanted to get to know her for who she is other then just looks, because I don't really like goin out with someone I've only just met. Summer school ends after 3 weeks, and I was planning on hanging out with her a lot but apparently she was going on vacation and I didn't know that.
She's a couple hundred miles away from me with all her family going to different states and what not so we couldn't really see each other. We either talked on the phone or texted each other every day that she was gone, whether it was the 3 or 4 hour phone calls lasting till 2 am or if it was the simple "im bored" text. After the second week of her being gone she's opened up to me and told me some things that she wouldn't have back in summer school, like how she was basically raped in 8th grade(we're in 12th now) at a party and she won't drink anymore cause of it, an a bunch of other things. She texts me one night telling me that she feels sick cause of the bc pills that shes taking to regulate her periods and then awhile after that subject she mentions that she has a bf and some guy asked her out 3 days ago. Of course that just killed me. I don't say anything about it, but I kinda back off slightly and not flirt as much cause I don't wanna put pressure on her for the next 2 weeks.
So we were still talking every now and then but not as much, we have no classes together and the last 2 classes were off campus so I never seen her during lunch or after school. 2 weeks of school goes by with us only really talking maybe once or twice when ever I seen her which was rare. 2 days ago she texts me and asks me to come up to the football game cause shes up there. I was gonna go anyways but I forgot so I went up with my friend Milan when she reminded me. within the first 5 minutes of seeing her she mentions that her bf broke up with her and she doesn't really care that much. Not gonna lie I was pretty happy haha. Later on in the game she asked me to go to her Soccer game on Saturday, which of course I said yes to. Even though, now I'm not sure if she still likes me like she did back in summer school though. She still grabs my hand and pulls me away whenever she's trying to walk somewhere and has that same look towards me, but the thing I'm freaking out about is that everytime I try to hang out with her, the answer she always gives me is yes, but then at last moment she says she can't. I asked her to go rafting with me and my cousin, she said her mom said she couldn't cause of the rapids, which are very small and would be sad if someone couldn't swim in. I asked her to hang out with me and 2 of her old friends that she hasn't seen in 3 years. I asked her that 2 days in advance and on the day she says she was going to the fair. Just last night I ask if I could go to her house, which I have still yet to go to, and she said sure, then today when I ask where she lives at she says her mom doesn't want anybody over.
I wanna get some kind of time alone with her, but if she keeps flaking on me, I cant exactly do, and she doesn't normally stay single long so I wanna hop on that chance soon. I'm not really sure how she feels towards me cause she kinda flirts with a lot of people, she's just that kind of girl, but I'd gladly take my chances. I'm just not really sure what to do with her anymore.
I'm pretty much just looking for words of advice, some insight or something, whatever you'd like to say really.
Sorry about this being a freakin essay lol, I didn't expect it to be that long. If you read it, thanks, if you skimmed it, at least you did that haha.