cotysnelling
03-26-2010, 11:39 AM
Okay so, this story may be long, but i have to just let this out there,
Me and my ex have known eachother for only a year now (yes only a year)
Well out of this year we've known eachother, We've dated twice once was a week, And another was three months, The three months part is what's really hurting me.
Well, im going to skip to when i first met her, to let you all get a understanding of this situation,
I met her through my Ex girlfriends best-friend,
And, i really didn't talk to her much, because i was sadly with the ex still at the time when she wanted me badly.
But, After me and the girl i was with at the time broke up,
I started noticing 'her' as i'd put it, And i finally decided to talk to her,
During this time, I started to fall fast for her, unknowingly , i called her up the same day i first started talking to her again, and told her how much i liked her.
She told me she liked me back, But that wasn't the case in this,
As we developed a big friendship, She started falling for me.
One day i asked her out, And we went on for about two weeks,
Until my ex came back, And as stupid as i was, I broke up with the girl i had seemingly fallen for, for the girl i was with the first time. It broke The girl i had let my feelings out to's heart, and we didn't talk for around a month.
Finally we started talking again, And i told her how much i missed her,
She still had feelings for me, But also had feelings for another guy she was seeing,
But him on the other hand was just a figure to me,He wanted to keep her waiting for no reason at all, but I swallowed my deepest sorrow and just broke out that i had missed her for a while. And im gonna be truthfully honest,
Me and her at this time, Had never seen eachother face to face before.
She was still hurt, but took my apology, And during this time.
We got back together about a month later, and this time i went to see her.
Because i knew that i could start things over, if she seen me.
We dated that day, And here comes the big part, The three month deal,
During the three months we were together,
I guess you could say, i wasn't the guy she fell for the first time.
I got jealous way to easily, I tried to control her on and off,And i always kept breaking up with her for no reason, then just taking her back right after.
And she suddenly just got tired of it, And blew up, And ended it with me.
I did the worse thing i could do though, Was beg and plead. And every day from the time we broke up, i just kept telling her my feelings,
And I need to be honest though, i know her breaking up with me was probably more hard on her then it was me being broken up with,
Because she Did love me, But just couldn't see me in the way she saw me before.
But she did let some things out, And i do need to focus on changing the way i was to her,not just to get her back, But even if i was the same way to other girls like i was to her, it'd never work with anybody.
But i need her back, I need her kisses, Her love, just her.
And i know it sounds redicelous and childish of me,
Considering it was three months only,
But i fell inlove with her the same way she fell for me,
Which was friendship, friendship for over a year.
So all im asking for is advice,
She Gave me about five hints to the breakup:
1.I always kept breaking up with her, and everytime i did, i made her lose feelings for me.
2.I got jealous Way to much, way too overboard.
But she also gave me hints that lets me know she wants those feelings back:
1. She said she needed me. She needs me as her friend, Like i was before.
2. She still gets a little jealous when i mention a girl to her, Which tells me she still has feelings for me aswell, And also she Stuttered "I dont like when my boyfriend tells me about other girls" Then tried correcting herself.
But when i told her i knew she missed me, she got quiet, and changed the subject.
So what do you people think i should do?
Because what i think might be wrong, but might be right.
She wants me as a friend, Thats the way she fell for me the first time,
She said she needs me, And wants to get back with me in the 'future'.
Am i right about this though? Because what i'm thinking is that, she needs time, She needs her space, for her and whatever she wants to do.
So should i just give her a little space?
Because i know moving on is what you guys are probably going to suggest me to do, But i've been in three to two year relationships before, And moved on fast, But this girl, She is just what i need right now. i may not be what she needs, but i can atleast show her that i can give it to her by being her friend? and by giving her space?
Sorry that this is long, But i really do need help.
Another thing is, i dont really have friends anymore like i use to.
That might have been a problem to.
Me and my ex have known eachother for only a year now (yes only a year)
Well out of this year we've known eachother, We've dated twice once was a week, And another was three months, The three months part is what's really hurting me.
Well, im going to skip to when i first met her, to let you all get a understanding of this situation,
I met her through my Ex girlfriends best-friend,
And, i really didn't talk to her much, because i was sadly with the ex still at the time when she wanted me badly.
But, After me and the girl i was with at the time broke up,
I started noticing 'her' as i'd put it, And i finally decided to talk to her,
During this time, I started to fall fast for her, unknowingly , i called her up the same day i first started talking to her again, and told her how much i liked her.
She told me she liked me back, But that wasn't the case in this,
As we developed a big friendship, She started falling for me.
One day i asked her out, And we went on for about two weeks,
Until my ex came back, And as stupid as i was, I broke up with the girl i had seemingly fallen for, for the girl i was with the first time. It broke The girl i had let my feelings out to's heart, and we didn't talk for around a month.
Finally we started talking again, And i told her how much i missed her,
She still had feelings for me, But also had feelings for another guy she was seeing,
But him on the other hand was just a figure to me,He wanted to keep her waiting for no reason at all, but I swallowed my deepest sorrow and just broke out that i had missed her for a while. And im gonna be truthfully honest,
Me and her at this time, Had never seen eachother face to face before.
She was still hurt, but took my apology, And during this time.
We got back together about a month later, and this time i went to see her.
Because i knew that i could start things over, if she seen me.
We dated that day, And here comes the big part, The three month deal,
During the three months we were together,
I guess you could say, i wasn't the guy she fell for the first time.
I got jealous way to easily, I tried to control her on and off,And i always kept breaking up with her for no reason, then just taking her back right after.
And she suddenly just got tired of it, And blew up, And ended it with me.
I did the worse thing i could do though, Was beg and plead. And every day from the time we broke up, i just kept telling her my feelings,
And I need to be honest though, i know her breaking up with me was probably more hard on her then it was me being broken up with,
Because she Did love me, But just couldn't see me in the way she saw me before.
But she did let some things out, And i do need to focus on changing the way i was to her,not just to get her back, But even if i was the same way to other girls like i was to her, it'd never work with anybody.
But i need her back, I need her kisses, Her love, just her.
And i know it sounds redicelous and childish of me,
Considering it was three months only,
But i fell inlove with her the same way she fell for me,
Which was friendship, friendship for over a year.
So all im asking for is advice,
She Gave me about five hints to the breakup:
1.I always kept breaking up with her, and everytime i did, i made her lose feelings for me.
2.I got jealous Way to much, way too overboard.
But she also gave me hints that lets me know she wants those feelings back:
1. She said she needed me. She needs me as her friend, Like i was before.
2. She still gets a little jealous when i mention a girl to her, Which tells me she still has feelings for me aswell, And also she Stuttered "I dont like when my boyfriend tells me about other girls" Then tried correcting herself.
But when i told her i knew she missed me, she got quiet, and changed the subject.
So what do you people think i should do?
Because what i think might be wrong, but might be right.
She wants me as a friend, Thats the way she fell for me the first time,
She said she needs me, And wants to get back with me in the 'future'.
Am i right about this though? Because what i'm thinking is that, she needs time, She needs her space, for her and whatever she wants to do.
So should i just give her a little space?
Because i know moving on is what you guys are probably going to suggest me to do, But i've been in three to two year relationships before, And moved on fast, But this girl, She is just what i need right now. i may not be what she needs, but i can atleast show her that i can give it to her by being her friend? and by giving her space?
Sorry that this is long, But i really do need help.
Another thing is, i dont really have friends anymore like i use to.
That might have been a problem to.