TiredOfTheGames
05-07-2005, 06:41 AM
that whole situation i was dealing with last month... it was all a sick game to him... there was never a pregnant ex girlfriend... there was no real feelings for me... everything was a lie... he even lied about his age... he's not 28, hes f-ing 31!!! you people do not realize how beyond mad i am... i trusted him... i told him that i didnt want to be hurt again, but what does he go and do? he lies, cheats, and lies some more cuz its all a game to him... and to top things off he was with more girls than just me, and i think that he has a girlfriend too... she has just been away to europe for the past few months tho... so hes been cheating on her too... AAAHHHH!!!! he makes me so MAD :mad:
but anyway through this whole situation, this one guy that i have been talking to online for almost 2 yrs without meeting, asked me to meet him for the first time so that we could put faces to names... we really hit it off, and we kept hanging out... and now we are a couple... he has a 10 month old baby boy, and things are going great... we have been going to car shows, going to the movies, he has met my parents already, he has met my friends and got along great with them, and he knows about my not so perfect past, and it didnt affect his opinion of me, and thats a big thing to me... cuz im not proud of what i did in my past, and i try to forget about it, but when it does leak out, im always afraid that it will change peoples opinions of me, so i try to avoid it if at all possible... but with this guy, i felt like i needed to tell him cuz so far he has been nothing but truthful with me... i didnt want to keep anything from him or lie to him, but i was so afraid to tell some stuff that i was practically in tears the whole time i was telling him everything... but today he told me that i shouldnt worry about all the stuff i told him about my past cuz he doesnt care... he said that he is so happy with me now that what i did in the past can stay there... he just wants to be with me and be happy... and i want the same, but unfortunately he will have to deal with the repercussions of this last incident i found my way into... im trying not to hold it against him, but im just trying to make sure i dont make the same mistake again... but i am just going to keep going with him and see where things go, and hopefully they go far...
but anyway through this whole situation, this one guy that i have been talking to online for almost 2 yrs without meeting, asked me to meet him for the first time so that we could put faces to names... we really hit it off, and we kept hanging out... and now we are a couple... he has a 10 month old baby boy, and things are going great... we have been going to car shows, going to the movies, he has met my parents already, he has met my friends and got along great with them, and he knows about my not so perfect past, and it didnt affect his opinion of me, and thats a big thing to me... cuz im not proud of what i did in my past, and i try to forget about it, but when it does leak out, im always afraid that it will change peoples opinions of me, so i try to avoid it if at all possible... but with this guy, i felt like i needed to tell him cuz so far he has been nothing but truthful with me... i didnt want to keep anything from him or lie to him, but i was so afraid to tell some stuff that i was practically in tears the whole time i was telling him everything... but today he told me that i shouldnt worry about all the stuff i told him about my past cuz he doesnt care... he said that he is so happy with me now that what i did in the past can stay there... he just wants to be with me and be happy... and i want the same, but unfortunately he will have to deal with the repercussions of this last incident i found my way into... im trying not to hold it against him, but im just trying to make sure i dont make the same mistake again... but i am just going to keep going with him and see where things go, and hopefully they go far...