kyle1011
10-27-2010, 04:43 AM
I wake up everyday feeling regret and pain. I feel heartbroken lost and confused. I force myself to do the things I have to do every day when I wish I could just lay in bed all day and do nothing. I was in a 2 year relationship with the girl of my dreams. I had everything and couldn’t be happier we had our share of problems but always seemed to fix them. Then one day we had a problem we couldn’t figure out and we broke up. Then it was on and off dating for a few months then it was finally ended for good. I spent 6 months trying to get over her and trying to replace her but it never worked. I just did what I could for a few months till I got to the point where I felt good and felt like I was over her. So I moved into a relationship with someone else. Everything was good till one day I got a random text from my ex which I hadn’t talked to in months. I will never forget what it said “ I feel bad about how things ended.” We talked for a couple of hours about how we missed everything and wanted to get back together. I had a girlfriend and she was single. So I broke up with my girlfriend and it was one of those messy breaks up and they make you feel like shit about everything. This girl was really good at it and I went back to her. I continued talking to my ex. This happened 3 different times. My ex gave me a chance to get back with her the girl of my dreams but I couldn’t get out of my relationship. This girl would not let that happen. My ex got fed up and gave up on me and finally moved on.
Now for the problem. Its been a few months sense that happened im still with the same girlfriend and my ex has moved on and is happy and has a boyfriend. But now I wake up everyday with full of regret and pain and feel like I had my heart ripped out every day. I cant hardly sleep and I’m always exhausted because of this. I tried talking to my ex about this. She hates me and tells me to just give over it and move on but I cant. Its been about a year now and I still think about her every day. I cant get over her. I just cant move on. Im not sure what to do or how to handle this situation any advice.
Now for the problem. Its been a few months sense that happened im still with the same girlfriend and my ex has moved on and is happy and has a boyfriend. But now I wake up everyday with full of regret and pain and feel like I had my heart ripped out every day. I cant hardly sleep and I’m always exhausted because of this. I tried talking to my ex about this. She hates me and tells me to just give over it and move on but I cant. Its been about a year now and I still think about her every day. I cant get over her. I just cant move on. Im not sure what to do or how to handle this situation any advice.